Desire

My feelings are twisted and full off lies

My heart betrays me with false hope

Happiness flees from my grasping hands

As I stand alone in the shifting sands

My desires fated to remain unfufilled

Ever flaunted, taunted, haunted by dreams

My love shattered and my hope scattered

I strive to fill the boundless void

Never to be granted simple love

Always forced to hide my true feelings

God and fate turned against me

As my simple wish not answered

Where ever I search I find nought but dry wells

I thirst for simple human afection

Yet I am in the mist of a drought

What crime have I comited that I should be punished so

I only want to feel that I would be missed if I should die

That someone would mourn my passing

But should I die tonight no one would care

Your lives would go on as if nothing had changed

I live a life forced to hide my love

My feelings are stronger than steel

Yet forced to hide behind a mask of flesh

Never able to be freed for fear of hurting others

Why I ask am I force to hide

away from the world, my friends, and the one I love

The way I feel, always and forever

I wish I could cast them away like clothing to small yet I cant for they still fit

Love doesn't wither away 

Hard though we may try

We can't kill it off, can't pull it away

So this curse of mine I must bare forever more

                      Yeah so that sums up how I feel right now. What about you guys?